shut up

My heart belongs to no one but myself for now, thank you.

Yes. That's my answer to people around me who just love to ask when will I have a boyfriend. THAT'S THE ANSWER. Carve it on your ribs, brains, whatever. I am sick of people asking me the stupid question. How the hell will I know when it's gonna happen?? I ain't no God.

I was hanging out with a few friends of mine a few weeks ago, and they asked me this. Eeee. Geram. I told them, "It it happens, it happens. Don't expect me to go out & literally hunt for a man". Oh, this was after they told me to go out and find someone.

You don't go out & find someone. You don't go out & oh, there it is, love. Right by the roadside. Or smoking shisha in Hartamas. No. It doesn't happen like that. It's a process. And it is up to God. Seriously, I have no problem being single, because I know everybody's meant to be with somebody. Maybe not now, maybe not tomorrow, but someday. I don't go around worrying.

One time, a friend asked me "Aren't you bored? You know, being alone & stuff?". And another said "Oh it's fine with you, coz you're used to it, you go everywhere by yourself & alone". Hey, here's a new word to add to your vocab - friends.

Oh yeah, I almost forgot. You don't have any.

The last time I met them, one asked "Don't you wanna be happy?".
I said, "I am happy. I don't feel like I desperately need a guy just to be happy".
And she said, "Of course you're happy now. But you will be happier if you have a boyfriend".

P A T H E T I C

Like I said - if it happens, it happens.

Forgive me if I'm not like you ; dressing up real nice (complete with earrings, necklace & bangles) and go out in search of a guy to called your boyfriend.

One more thing - I just don't understand WHY this topic must surface everytime we meet? Don't you have anything better to talk about?

beyonce oh beyonce

Aku sangat sedih minggu ni.

Konsert Beyonce telah di postponed.

Waaaaaaarrrggghh!!!

I was really looking forward to the day, then Junad dropped the bomb on me yesterday :(( sudah la aku dan rakanku dan adik-adik ku membeli tiket berharga RM383 utk menonton nya dari jarak dekat kerana ingin terkena air peluhnya yg boleh dijual di eBay, ini pulak terjadi.

Aku depressed. Ini kali kedua my sistah from anotha motha mempermainkan perasaanku sebegini rupa. Kali pertama pada tahun 2007. PAS menghalang cinta kami.

OK lah. Aku tension. Nak p tido, dibuai alam mimpi yg lebih baguih dari menagih kasih sayang dr kakak ku di seberang.

Bye bye.

goodbye UIA, hello UM!

Monday was graduation day, then yesterday I checked my email & got an email from IPM University Malaya, and I've been accepted into the programme! Yeay! Aimie was also accepted. We start in December for the 2nd semester into the Publishing programme. 

Double the joy, double the celebration! Hehe

convo oh convo~

I have successfully picked up my graduation robe from my university last Saturday. Today, however, I am going back to the uni to return my mortar board, and get a new one. Hopefully. I came back the other day from picking them up, and found the button of the mortar board on my back seat, while the board itself was lying on the floor mat. Dang. I haven't had the pleasure to even try those things on! I am praying they won't charge me with damaging the board. 

Gotta go change the board today, then heading to Shah Alam to get the sandals I ordered from Thirah. Probably meeting Bah there. Oh, and I don't have my graduation outfit yet. Need to go find something nice to wear on the day. And shoes. Oh crap. Shoes. See, I was supposed to buy Raya shoes cum Convo shoes, but I ended up buying ONLY Raya shoes, so now I need to find a pair of dark brown covered shoes, preferably flats. I don't wanna trip on stage. Oh, and need to find a beige colored tudung. 

I have a week to get all of the things done. I'm screwed. This week is going to be a busy week.

Bye.

See you again after graduation!

jantung oh jantung

Jantung aku dah gugur dah, nervous sangat!

food oh food

I ate too much for sahur.

Threw up during azan Subuh.

Batal puasa.

Cis.

This is funny. Haha.

Sia-sia aku kena ganti puasa extra 1 hari 

x-(

IPS oh IPS

I called IPS this morning. The first thing I did this morning - literally. I woke up, switched on my phone, and called them. And no more worries! Yeay! The lady at IPS said "Oh, takpa kalau lupa sign, not a problem". Thank God! :D

Hakuna matata~

sahur oh sahur

Masalah aku setiap kali sahur.

Disebabkan nak puasa, aku akan minum banyak gila air sebelom masoknya waktu Imsak. Pastu, bila lepas smayang Subuh, of course la aku akan tido balek (I'm not a Saint). Dan waktu tu la tiba waktu yg menyusahkan - aku akan ke tandas setiap 10 minit. Macam haraaaammmm!

Ok. Aku nak p tido. Babai.

boys oh boys

This is one thing that I have observed, and have found to be true. On many occasions.

Lelaki selalu cakap yg dorang tanak perempuan yg sexy. Dorang nak yg baik-baik, those who cover up, who are not 'gedik'. Tapi bila korang tengok girlfriends dorang, semua are the exact opposites of what dorang kata dorang nak in a girl. Ada sorang kawan laki aku, told me, yg dia tak suka perempuan yg pakai terdedah sana-sini. Tapi bila aku tengok girlfriend dia, bukan maen sexy. Pakai pergi makan mamak pon pakai macam nak pergi pantai. 

Laki nih, dorang cakap je tanak yg gedik la, ape la. But in the end, they'll eventually fall for those types. Ye la. Kalau perempuan tuh dah tergedik-gedik kat hang, hang tak nak ke? Of course la hang cair, kan? Dorang seronok la dapat tengok perempuan tuh punye body yg cantik. Dan seronok juga bila dapat tayang kat kawan-kawan depa. Bukan main bangga dapat 'score' awek cun.

dah sihat

Dah sihat.

Yahoo!

Otak aku dah berkarat. Sumpah. Aku dah takda idea nak tulis apa kat blog ni. Nak tulis dalam bahasa London pon aku kene berfikir. Macam sial. Gile ah. Kalau dibiarkan sampai bebile, bleh jadi bodoh aku nih.

Anyway, semalam aku baru teringat. Aku lupa sign cover letter application aku ke University Malaya hari tuh! Haram! Aku hantar hard copies to the department by hand, akak tuh takda komplen pape pon bile dia check documents aku. dia belek2, then dia kata "OK". Aku pon blah la. Takde plak cakap aku lupa sign ke ape. So skarang aku tgh cuak. Aku takot UM teros reject application aku sebab aku tak sign. Aduh. Esok pagi aku nak call IPS, tanya apecer application aku. Takot seyh. Risau gila. Mintak-mintak lah takpa kalau tak sign.

Sila doakan gua.